Dyke Dungeon Shougakkou de no Daibouken.... Sono Maa Iroiro to.... - Original Ride
[鴉の巣 (マツダK)] ダンジョン○学校での大冒険・・・・そのまぁ色々と・・・・ [DL版]
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#273900 - I lay on my front, on my bed, naked, to masturbate. I told myself that I was trying not to have these vivid sexual thoughts - but I was, of course, quite definitely, and I knew, really, that I would have them - I pretended to myself that the thoughts stole up on me, and that I couldn't help it, but that wasn't true - I would think about them, guiltily, building them up, making some kind of more or less coherent picture or scene or story in my mind, so that when I actually masturbated I knew full well that I would have those thoughts - wanted to have them, fully intended to, but pretended they somehow 'made' me think them, that I could not help it. Doing it this way squashes my clitoris inside me.